Friday, September 30, 2011

31 Days of Halloween- Day 1-bnjwl

31 Days of Halloween~ Day 1
Title: The Sweet Kiss of Revenge
Author: bnjwl
Rated: M
Pairing: Rosalie/Royce-later Rosalie/Emmett
Word count:
Picture prompt: 1

Summary: Rosalie falls in love with Royce and follows him to college. Her life seems glamorous but underneath there is a side that she doesn't intend to live. When she balks Royce and his friends decide to show her that they have the upper hand, or do they? (This is my take on her back story from Eclipse.)

Disclaimer: I obviously don’t own Twilight or any of it’s characters. I just use them for my own enjoyment occasionally. All other publicly recognized people or places don’t belong to me either. Enjoy…





The Sweet Kiss of Revenge
Rosalie’s POV

My life was nearly perfect. I had a big home in the nicest neighborhood, went to the best private schools and attended all of the required social functions in town with my parents. My dad took great pleasure in flaunting me around in front of all of the eligible men around town. He had high aspirations for me, he wanted me to marry well, raise a few kids, host a few charity events per year and spend my husband’s money. And to be honest it was a lifestyle that had worked for my mom so I wasn’t too opposed to that plan.
That all changed when I met Royce King at the benefit dinner that the company my dad works for hosted. Royce’s dad owned half the businesses in town. Royce was at Harvard Law School and came home for the summer. One of his father’s businesses was a small time music label and Royce wanted to study law to work at the label writing contracts and such. He wanted a high profile job that brought him lots of opportunities to rub elbows with all the other major players in town.
After that night we were inseparable. He was the talk of the town. He had all the right qualities to ensure that he’d go far in life. We spent the summer going to the movies, clubs, out to dinner, and every single major social event in the city. He spent lots and lots of money to make sure we both looked good and to be honest it flattered me that he lavished that much attention on me. I was too caught up in it, I can see that now. I can also see all the signs of Royce’s bad side that I overlooked back then too. His anger issues, his possessiveness towards me, and most of all his drinking and drug use. At the time he would buy me gifts and beg me to forgive him when he messed up. It made me feel loved; little did I know that I was playing right into his hands.
When summer was over Royce went back to school and instead of going off on my own, I followed him. My dad was thrilled that Royce was paying me some attention. It was a match made in heaven if you asked him. We both would benefit from it, him by Royce’s father’s business contacts and me from the high society life I would live when we got married. In fact when Royce suggested I move in with him when we both arrived at Harvard for school, Dad even agreed. I heard him tell my mom to mind her business because if I got knocked up before Royce proposed then it would be no big deal since the family could take care of us with no problems. It would mean a certain marriage between us then, so he encouraged it. I packed up what little belongings I needed to take with me and drove off with Royce.
I was thrilled at the new opportunities that I was heading off towards. And in the beginning life was good. I cooked, cleaned and took care of Royce while I attended school myself. Our apartment was paid for by his dad so neither of us had to work. We went to class and then partied whenever we could. I enjoyed the freedom and was looking forward to finding myself. Well apparently Royce had other ideas for me.
He talked about the casino party for weeks. He was so excited about this specific party; he said he couldn’t wait to do some high stakes gambling. He was all keyed up that night while we were getting ready for it. He sent me back three times to change what I was wearing. When I finally passed his inspection we left the apartment. I was still in shock about it all since usually he told me to cover up more and this time he was telling me to wear less. We arrived and did our fair share of drinking. Royce also left my side several times and I was sure he was ducking off to do some type of drugs. But I knew better than to question him about it. I kept my mouth shut and sat with the other girlfriends talking about all sorts of things and dancing on their make shift dance floor.
After several hours I popped in to see Royce because I was tired and ready to go home. When I got to the table there were five guys left playing. Royce laid his cards down and stood when I walked into the room. He pulled me aside to talk to me.
“Rose, listen, baby, I have to tell you something; the hands got kind of out of control tonight and well I had a great hand so I bet high. Turns out I was beaten by Kyle; so you have to spend the weekend with him. He’ll bring you home on Sunday night. Okay? Now, you go and be a good girl for me. Kyle will take care of you, he’s a good guy.” I was livid to say the least.
“Royce, what the fuck are you smoking? I am not going to go and spend the weekend with your frat brother, I don’t give a damn if you lost or not. You don’t gamble with a human being!” My voice got louder with each word I said and Royce was starting to get angry at my defiance. I didn’t give two fucks about his anger though. He should have thought about that before he gambled and lost.
Several of the frat brothers showed up, including Kyle. “Royce, is there a problem?” Royce looked nervous for the first time in his life. Normally he was super cool and in control. He licked his lips and his eyes pleaded with me to just go along with it. I was so angry I would have taken them all on at that point in time.
“Yes, Kyle, there is a problem. Royce here thinks he can gamble with his girlfriend as the prize and his girlfriend disagrees.” I put my hand on my hip and tried to make myself look more menacing that ever.
“Now, sweet Rosalie, don’t be like that. We do this every year. It’s just a fun time for all of us. We get to try out something new without anyone getting hurt.” His hand drifted over and he ran a single finger along my arm as he spoke to me. His voice dropped down to a husky whisper. I guess he thought that he would turn me on and then I would fall right into his arms.
“Come on, babe, it’s just one weekend. Kyle was excited to be spending it with you, you should be flattered.” Royce just pissed me off the more he spoke. I couldn’t believe how sick these guys were to just think that they can pass around the girls that they supposedly loved and cared for.
I shoved Royce as hard as I could and he fell back into another frat brother that I didn’t know. “Well you all can go fuck yourselves because this girl is not flattered and she is not spending the night much less weekend with anyone in this room.” I shoved past Kyle as well.
Kyle spoke to a few of the other brothers and several hands stopped me before I made it to the doorway. They drug me back to the far corner and into a doorway I didn’t see before.
Kyle slapped me hard across my face. “Listen here you little cunt, you will shut your fucking mouth and do what you are told if you know what is good for you. You hear me? Now, we can do this the hard way or the easy way, which one do you want?” He began to unbuckle his pants as he talked. I began to panic and tried to make my plan. All of the survivor shows tell you that in an emergency you need a clear plan that you stick to no matter what. You need something that will keep your mind focused, something to keep you from giving up hope.
I don’t know that I had a plan but I knew that no matter what if I got out of that room with my life that each and every one of those guys would pay with their lives. I would take from them what they took from me…they took away my freedom, my ability to still believe in good things and good people, to trust people. I would get my revenge somehow, some way.
I finally came to and searched the room for my clothes. I dressed in what was left and stumbled away from the suite. My head felt heavy, a fog seemed to swirl around me as I moved. My body protested with each step and I had to move slowly, oh so slowly because if I moved too fast my brain began to move as if I was on a tilt a whirl. I knew without a doubt that I was fucked up and good. I searched the few people that remained and found some money in one guys pants right by the door. I took it and left trying to make my way home. I had to get there and get my shit out of our apartment. I needed to find a place to live and in the midst of all of it, I needed to call my parents. They would help me.
I took a cab to the hospital first. I wanted to make sure that I showed up exactly as I looked they needed pictures and testes. They needed proof to put the assholes in jail. After several hours, lots of doctors, talking with numerous police officers and too many pictures to name, I was heading home with a police escort to get my belongings. It all changed when I walked into the door of our apartment.
The investigating officer pulled Royce aside while I packed up only what I needed, the rest of the shit I didn’t care about. I could hear bits and pieces of the conversation from our bedroom. Not enough to know what was being said but enough to panic a little because everything seemed calm, way too calm for Royce to be accused of gang raping me and too calm for the police to be taking him seriously.
I stopped in the doorway and stood watching them talk, their bodies pressed closely together and the investigator furiously writing down what Royce was saying. My heart skipped a beat because maybe, just maybe Royce had seen the error of his ways and was coming clean. That thought left my head suddenly when Royce turned to see that I stood watching him and smiled a smile filled with pure evil. I knew right then and there that Royce, his money and his friends would win.
Two weeks later the blood tests confirmed what Royce told the investigator. That I was a crack whore that took advantage of the party and fucked everyone in the room. At least three different types of illegal drugs showed up in my blood. Royce told them I had a long standing drug problem and he was trying his best to get me clean. I was angry at him because he no longer would let me live with him until I got clean. So I went to the party, fucked them all and told my lies about them to get back at him. With their money and family influence it all made sense to the investigator so he dropped the case. He told me to check in and get clean, I just smiled and thanked him for the advice. I walked away from Royce and found a way to carry on.
I called my parents but they believed the lies as well. Royce got to them first and then his father called my father. He told him that he was sure the bad influence of his daughter would in no way harm their working relationship since he obviously wouldn’t ever condone my actions. My father agreed. With one phone call my parents cut me out of their life. One!
I went to the housing department and begged for anything they had. The good thing is that my scholarship paid for room and books so I was set, for now. I took a small room at the back of the campus in this old building that was barely standing. I didn’t care it was mine and I was away from Royce.
I met several friends in the building and eventually began to hang out with them. I knew without a doubt why the liked the building, they weren’t the social kind if you know what I mean. They stuck to themselves, only. They all dressed in black, wore dark eyeliner and died their hair jet black. They were the kinds of people that I would have never hung around with before Royce. But now…they accepted me and I felt like I belong suddenly. My heart was as black as their clothes, hair and the makeup that lined their eyes. I was now that person. One night after several bottles of liquor we shared our stories. Each of theirs was as fucked up as mine was. They came from broken homes and had some sort of tragedy in their pasts. Mine fit in with theirs but was by far the worst thing that had. After that night we certainly forged a bond. We relied on each other; we forged a family with each other, bonded by our pasts and hurts.
Each had a skill that they taught me. Edward taught me how to hack into the computers and fuck with their grades, classes and eventually their money. Alice and Bella taught me how to defend myself; they knew several different styles of self-defense martial arts. It all seemed like a strange mix of info for two small emo girls to have but it made sense to me. They needed to protect themselves and I now did as well. Jasper taught me strategy and Emmett taught me how to handle several different types of weapons. Bella and Jasper helped in this area as well, seems all three of them came from either military or police families. When our time was done with college I was a fighting machine, I knew weapons, I knew logistics and strategy, I knew enough self-defense to protect myself and I was ready for the task that I had been dying to take on for almost three years.
With Emmett, Jasper, Alice, Bella and Edward by my side we searched each and every member of Royce’s fraternity out. Watched them, stalked them, learned them and then slowly killed them. Alice and Bella spent a lot of time studying forensics so we knew what to do to prevent leaving a trace of evidence. After all who would believe it was a woman…there hadn’t been a woman serial killer for years. And in the grand scheme of things I was long forgotten so who would look for me? Besides I was nobody anymore. I changed my name, I changed my hair, I changed everything about me. No one but the five people I went home to even knew I existed any longer.
Twelve men in all died. Each lived in a different state, each had different jobs, and they had nothing in common on the surface. So I got away with twelve murders. Each one made me sick to my stomach, each one brought up the pain, the fear, the regret again. But I forced myself to commit each one, I had to. I had to exorcise my demons somehow. This seemed to be the only way.
The last two remained…Kyle and Royce. I’m sure by now they knew, I hoped that they knew. I did notice that each of them had doubled the bodyguards around them. Royce was the lawyer for his dad’s music label and who knew what Kyle did but he seemed to be employed there as well.
I finally found my chance; Kyle and Royce flew out to meet with a new client that Mr. King wanted to sign. Edward had learned to tap their phones so we knew every single move they made by now. Jasper, Emmett and I booked a flight and arrived about an hour ahead of them. We set ourselves up in a hotel room a few floors below them. Jasper and Emmett made their way up to their rooms and bugged it so we would be able to hear them from our room. We didn’t want any surprises from them at all. Our plan had to go off without any hitches.
I donned the maid’s uniform and went about the floor; I even pretended to clean up a few rooms. The guests that get those rooms will sure be surprised when they open those doors. Anyway, I dyed my hair and didn’t wear make-up. I put on a bra that squished my boobs down, anything I could think of to disguise my looks. I made it past their security but then again that was no accomplishment, they didn’t know me so I didn’t want to celebrate at all. The one good thing was that I had the maid’s cart so I could carry almost any weapon with me that I needed.
I snuck into Kyle’s room first. I made my way around the room for a few minutes until I could feel the tension drain from him. I made my way into the bathroom and pretended to clean it up. I really just took the time to fill the syringe that I would need to sedate him while I set up the room for the cops. I made my way back out into the large open room, I thrilled when I noticed that his back was to me. I snuck up and stabbed him in the back of the neck with the syringe.
When he fell to the floor I drug him into the bedroom. I took off his clothes and tied his ass to the bed. I wrapped the pantyhose around his neck and placed the pre-filled condoms. I put out the gay porn, and all the accessories to make it look like Kyle was living a double life. Like he had a secret lover, a gay lover. That in itself would not make any news but within the fraternity it would. Kyle was the more outspoken with his archaic ideas of what love could and couldn’t be. I wanted him to look like a hypocrite, and a liar. I knew that finding him with a hooker wouldn’t faze his family, nor would the drugs that would be found in his system. All of those they would handle but to make him look like a homosexual, well that was just deplorable in their eyes. It would shame them and cause the gossipmongers to start their tongues wagging.
I wanted no ties to me what so ever. I wanted it to look like a whole different scenario all together. I wanted doubt to rock the whole fraternity. It was wrong but a thrill shot through me! I was enjoying the pain, the shame, the disgust that everyone would feel! I wanted them to feel what I felt after their brutal attack on me. I took some of his belongings and then injected him one last time…this time it would stop his heart. He would die tied to a bed, in a supposed gay lovers tift, he would never know it was me that inflicted this kind of punishment on him. That was my biggest regret.
I made up my mind right then and there that Royce would look at me, he would know it was me. The punishment would be sweeter because he knew it was me. He would know that he didn’t get away with it like he thought he did.
As much as I hated it, I had to let Royce go this time; otherwise it would look suspicious for both of them to die in different ways at the same hotel at the same time. I walked away knowing that Royce would be left with some questions, that’s the thing about them…they all know that deep down they are all assholes that can’t be trusted. They know that there are secrets to be kept, so when one comes out it is not hard to believe it, even if it isn’t true. Some friends they really are, they turn at the drop of a hat.
It took another two years before I could get Royce. This time Jasper and Edward intercepted a phone call to this cleaning service. He needed a new maid because his old one apparently took a coke from the fridge without his permission. I looked up her name and gave her a bonus with some of the money that I had been stealing from Royce’s account each month. Lucky for me that his accountant was stealing too or else he might have found me out.
I showed up for work at the normal time. Royce’s lazy ass was still in bed, his current honey was just leaving. I kept my head down and cleaned the kitchen as she walked out the front door. I placed a quick text to Em letting him know that we would be ready a lot sooner than I thought and he was to bring the other items that I needed.
I made my way to Royce’s room and knocked him across the back of his nasty head. I knew that it would keep him out cold till Emmett could get there. I tied him to his bedposts then ransacked his apartment and took whatever I wanted to take. I had quite a haul after it was all done. I also planned to clean out his accounts, first putting his money in the off shore accounts that his accountant had then I would secretly change them over to my accounts. That way if the police looked into the murder they would suspect the accountant and a host of other people first. My name wouldn’t even come up to be honest. I made sure of it. But it was certainly going to be fun to watch other’s suffer at his hands again.
Emmett made his way up the stairs and I waved him into the living room. He took in the scene and nodded his approval at my thorough job. I took the equipment that he brought me and sent him on his way. I didn’t want him to see me do this and I certainly didn’t want him transferring any evidence here at the crime scene.
As strange as it sounded I wanted Emmett to think of me as his girl Rosie, not the cold blooded killer that I would be today. Call me insane for this silly thought but a girl’s got to keep a few things to herself. I mean he knew for sure what I had planned that day, he taught me half of what I would need to know in there. But it was easy to pretend if you didn’t have a visual to cross your brain each and every time you close your eyes.
I laid the bag down just inside the doorway and took out what I needed. Two simple items, a scalpel and some acid, it was small time acid but it would get the job done. I mean I didn’t want to burn his body away before I was ready, I just wanted to inflict some serious pain with it.
I made my way back to his room and checked the ties around his wrists and ankles. They were secure and wouldn’t come loose for any reason. I knew my knots that was for sure. I slapped Royce to wake him up and being the pussy that he was, it only took one. He came to right away and fear immediately took over his eyes. He knew his day had arrived. I’m pretty sure he now knew that all those other random killings weren’t so random after all.
“Ro, sweetie, I have been so worried about you. Wh..where have you been, I tried and tried to get in touch with you.” I pulled the scalpel up and let the light glint off of it, twisting it side to side so that the reflection flashes across Royce’s eye line.
“Oh, I see how worried you were. Just shut your fucking mouth, I’ll do all the talking today.” I threw my body down on him, across his lap. He took in my body. It was much more toned and sculpted than when we were together. In fact, I was a fucking knock out now, then…yeah I was pretty but not like now. His eyes raked across the leather cat suit I had on with the knee high leather Louboutin boots. I could feel him getting hard under me and I almost vomited on him right then. I reached up and punched him in the face.
“What the fuck Ro?” He stretched his arm to touch his nose, it was certainly broken. I didn’t care and in a few minutes that would be the least of his problems. I spent the next few hours torturing him, slicing small cuts along his skin and pouring the acid in them. I watched him scream and writhe in pain. I wanted to feel sadness at his predicament but I couldn’t. He didn’t feel a single amount of sadness when his friends used me repeatedly. He didn’t care when they slapped me around when I would come to and fight them off. He didn’t care when I was ravaged so badly that I would no longer be able to carry children because of him. His simple weekend ruined my life and this one would ruin his. My mind shut down after a few hours and I don’t really know all of the punishment I inflicted upon him, I just know what I was doing when Bella and Alice came to get me.
In two hours I had successfully drained Royce’s bank account and then transferred it to mine without a trace, courtesy of Jasper and Edward’s brilliance of course. I had also decimated Royce’s body to the point where they would need dental records to successfully identify him. His body was still tied to the bed but the life had long since drained out of it. I stood and looked at him, just lying there. I wanted to feel sadness that it took this kind of act to take away my pain but I couldn’t. In fact I felt the opposite of sadness, I felt light, and for the first time in a long time…happy. I was ready to get the hell out of here. I wanted to start my life with Emmett now. For years Alice and Jasper have been dating each other, Bella and Edward as well. I held out. I wanted to date Emmett, to go out and be with him; to hold his hand and kiss his mouth. But I made myself promise that I would do it when I was whole and ready to fully give myself to him. I couldn’t do it before then. Now it was all in place, I could do it without regrets. We had the money to go anywhere and do anything we wanted, thanks to the asshole lying in the bed. Now I wanted to be as far away from here as I could be. Right the fuck now.
I snapped out of my trance and cleaned my shit up. I took all of my tools and wrapped them up in my bag. I took anything that would leave a clue for the police and planted the items to lead them in the directions that I wanted them to go. It was pretty easy if I’m being honest about it. The cops are usually too overworked and tired to really look past what is right there in their face. I couldn’t blame them, I’m actually just that good. I took one last look around and left the one item I wanted them to find. The skull with the bright red lip marks on it. Royce always said I had the prettiest lips. He loved them, usually wrapped around his cock of course but still loved them anyway. I thought it was only befitting him that I left that one clue for anyone smart enough to look for it.
“Royce, I’m done with you. Enjoy the sweet kiss of revenge!” I laughed as I left the room and his body for the last time.
Bella and Alice must have arrived with Emmett because when it was time to leave they both joined me and we walked out of the house together. I locked the front door and made my way to the car. No words were spoken as we made our way home. We had all decided that we would separate for while. Meet back up later because we were a unit, a family but for now we needed distance. Time to foster our relationships with the person that knew our faults and loved us anyway somehow. We all deserved that much.
When we piled out of the car the boys were a flurry of activity. Jasper was packing shit from him and Alice. Edward was doing the same for him and Bella. Emmett and I had already packed our stuff so he helped me from the car and we began to dispose of the evidence I brought with me. When my clothes and the other items were burned beyond recognition we packed them into a garbage bag and threw them in the trunk. They would be thrown away three or four states away.
When the activity was all completed we all sort of stood in a circle, giving each other a silent goodbye. The only words spoken were from Jasper to me. It was a whisper but I understood it and appreciated those words beyond any measure. “I took care of your daddy’s business as well. My little gift to you.” I nodded my acceptance and we scattered like roaches at dawn.
I had changed into a yellow sundress and some sandals. We took the convertible, with the top down. Emmett laced his fingers through mine and we both released a cleansing smile that turned into a full belly laugh as we drove away. I’m sure a professional would deem me clinically insane to be able to kill the number of people that I did, but I beg to differ. I was insane then, now I am normal again. The sweet kiss of revenge brought me back to life.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Teasers for 9-27-11

Teaser  Sink or Swim by OnesweetBell

“What time is it?”  I asked, wondering if was midnight yet.  We had been laying here on the makeshift floor bed, falling asleep.  I stretched a bit, my muscles stinging a little since I hadn’t had this much activity in a while, but it was a good sting.
“I don’t know.  Look at the clock,” Edward mumbled in a sleepy voice. 
“Oh, did you bring one?”  I looked around for it.  No lights were on but the glow from the fire place gave me enough light.
“Clock!? Clock!”  He shouted as he suddenly sat up and turned his head from side to side.  “Oh shit, no I didn’t bring a clock.  Dam it, where’s my phone?”
“Hum, maybe it’s still in your pants,” I supposed as I lay back down and tried to snuggle back up under the blanket.  It smelled like Edward.  A huge smile played on my face as I thought back to what we had done.
I watched as Edward got up and went looking for his pants.  I think they were still in this room but I couldn’t tell you where they ended up after I had practically ripped them off of him.  The glow of the fire lit up his backside showing off all his nakedness.  I had to bite my tongue so I would moan too loudly.
Oh, my man was just beautiful.
“Oh fuck!  Fuckity, fuck fuck!  Shit dammit!”  He let loose a string of profanities as he quickly put his pants on almost falling over.
“What? Whats wrong?”  I asked in a panic, not knowing what could be wrong.  A scene of family and friends flashed before my eyes, I hoped that they were all okay.
He turned back to me and I saw a panicked look across his face before he quickly changed it to a smile.
Hum, what’s going on?
“Nothings wrong.  I just, um, well, it’s almost midnight. Sorry I didn’t mean to worry you,” he stammered out as he walked back over to me.  Kneeling down and placing a sweet kiss on my lips before he bounced back up.  “I’ll be right back.”
“What?  Where are you going?”  I asked.
“I left something in the car.  Be right back,” he called out over his shoulder, and then I heard the front door open.
“You should put you’re…”  I tried to tell him to put his shoes on because there was still some snow on the ground but I heard him screech before I could get it out.  I chuckled to myself.
A few minutes later Edward came rushing back into the house, mumbling how stupid snow was and now his feet were frozen.
I tried to hold back a giggle but it slipped out.
“What are you laughing at?”  He questioned me.
“You should have put your shoes on, silly,” I laughed out.
I noticed that he had placed a bottle of what looked like champagne on the floor.  I hadn’t seen it the car earlier but then again I was looking for it either.
“Yea, well scoot over cause I’m cold and I need you to warm me up,” he said with an evil looking grin on his face.
OH no, he better not stick his cold feet on me.
“No!  Get away!”  I screamed out and he tried to pull the blankets off of me and crawl back under.
“Come here, baby.”
He pulled my into his arms so fast I didn’t have a chance to move and then I felt his cold feet on my warm legs and screamed out.
“Edward!  That’s not nice, you feet are freezing!  Get them off of me!!”
“Aw baby, but I’m cold.  I need you to warm me up,” he wined as he snuggled up against me.
I couldn’t hold back the shiver that rocked my body.  Just as suddenly as he had grabbed my up, Edward quickly moved back.
“Oh my God, baby.  I’m so sorry,” he exclaimed.  Then he started to rub my arms with his hands briskly.  “That wasn’t the best idea, I’m sorry.”
“Its okay, just keep your feet away until their warmer,” I chuckled trying to convey that I wasn’t upset and I didn’t want him to feel bad.  I wrapped my arms around him, pulling him back to me.
“Okay, I promise no more frozen feet,” he said as he kissed the side of my face.
“So, what in the bottle?” I asked after a few minutes.
Edward unwrapped himself from me and got back up.  Walking over to pick it up and brought it back to me.  He knelt down in front of me.
“Just a little something to ring in the New Year.  I know your still taking your meds but I don’t think a little will hurt.”
“Yum sounds good.”
After Edward got the bottle uncorked, it dawned on me that there were not cups.
“Edward, we don’t have glasses.”
“That’s okay. I don’t mind sharing my spit with you,” he said as he wiggled his eyebrows.
I rolled my eyes at him.  My silly man.
“Happy New Year, Bella.  I hope this year all your dreams come true.”
“Happy New Year, to you too, Edward.  May all your dreams come true, as well.”  I know it was kind of sappy.
As we passed the bottle back a forth a few times, I noticed that Edward was getting a serious look on his face.
“What’s the matter, Edward?”
He set the bottle down and looked into my eyes, smiling oh so sweetly.
“Nothings wrong, my love,” he said as he took one of the many blankets and wrapped it around my shoulders.
I was still naked so it was nice to cover up a bit, not to mention it was starting to get a little chilly since the fire was starting to dwindle.
“I just .. um… I uh… wanted to…”  he stuttered out.  “Shit!  I can’t believe I’m so nervous.”
Nervous?  Why would he be nervous?
“Edward, what’s got you nervous?”



The Lucky Ones by ButterflyBetty
I could feel the tension rolling off of Bella as we made our way back to campus and headed over to the gym. While Missy's story weighed heavily over the both of us, Carlisle's presence at our practice this afternoon was causing both of us to worry. Not because we weren't prepared for him to push us, but the rest of our team had no clue what he would be putting them through. A wry smile slipped over my lips. They'd soon find out. 

By the time they started trickling into the gym, Bella, Missy, and I had already stretched and were working on the speed bags, while Carlisle and Phil discussed the plan for practice. Stopping just outside of the locker rooms, each of them appraised him, before heading in to change. Bella turned back to the bags with a smirk.


The Consequences Behind Secrets by One of Eddie’s Girls

“Bella you have been here for almost six months now. You want to tell me how your feeling? How strong is the desire to cut now compared to how it was when you first arrived?” Inquired Mrs. Cope. Bella was hoping this was the last session she’d ever have to go through again. She was still angry for being forced into treatment, but at least now she knew the reason for it and how to deal with the emotions.
“I won’t deny that the need to feel the pain is not in the back of my mind on a constant, but compared to what it was when I first arrived it’s much less. At least now I have a way to control the need,” Bella hoped that Mrs. Cope understood her meaning. She was anxious to be able to leave. I miss my dad and Sue. Bella thought to herself. I can’t wait to see them again. I just hope that things aren’t too crazy with the wedding. Her thoughts continued causing her to miss the next question that Mrs. Cope made to her.
“Bella did you hear me?” Mrs. Cope asked her after not getting a response to the question about being out in the real world again. Mrs. Cope worried that Bella was not going to be able to cope in the world outside the walls of the rehabilitation center. She knew that once the pressures of everyday life started to bog down on the former patients many were re-admitted for falling into the same patterns as before. The one thing that worried Mrs. Cope the most about Bella’s situation was that the cutting could potentially be the cause to the end of her life. So much like a person dealing with a drug addiction, one wrong move and she could cut a major vain and bleed to death in a matter of minutes.
“I’m sorry Mrs. Cope I was thinking of my family and about the wedding. I was thinking how scared I am that things will be crazy with all the excitement going on around me. I haven’t really spoken to my family since I was admitted with the exception of the family days my dad and Sue came up for. Also the thought of seeing Jake again after what he did, the thought of seeing him is scary. I don’t know if I can get myself to trust him again. He was supposed to be my best friend, the one person I could count on, the one person I could completely confide in, but then he goes and just betrays me like that,” the hurt and anger for the deception was still fresh in Bella’s heart. The one person she thought she could always count on was the person who isolated her the most. Him telling Charlie and Sue about Bella’s cutting addiction was like a big slap to her face.
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“I can’t keep doing this!” Tanya yelled at her boss. She was tired of the brusque treatment of the man she worked for. Tanya possessed enough experience to not have to continue dealing with the crude words he constantly hurled at her. The final straw was him calling her incompetent. In her forty years of life that was something that she’d never been described as. She took great pride in how good she was at what she did. Just because I’m blond that does not make me stupid. She’d always felt offended by that stereotype.
“What the fuck is that supposed to mean?” her boss bellowed at her proclamation. She didn’t have anything she could complain about in his opinion. She wasn’t required to do a lot. All he really demanded was that she worked as close to perfection as possible. His profession as a lawyer not only required it but could be a determining factor one way or another in court. One misplaced, misspelled word or incorrect phrasing could change the contract and ultimate decision all together.
“It means that you are a reprehensible human being - and I used that term lightly- and I QUIT!” Tanya turned, and walked out of his office slamming the door.
She quickly walked over to the desk and placed her remaining personal possessions in the bag she usually brought her lunch in. She could hear him in his office, cursing and throwing things around, but, sadly, couldn't find it in her to care anymore.
As soon as Edward finished having his temper tantrum, he picked up the phone and quickly dialed the number of the only person who gave in to his every whim. He knew she would be willing to lend a hand, if only to placate him. He was due in court in a couple of hours. Unfortunately he couldn’t leave the office unattended.
*****TCBS*****
This story will begin to post Oct. 1st. and it will post every two weeks.

Taken In The Night by Sheviking


“I know what you’re doing,” she said and crossed her arms. “You think I haven’t noticed that you don’t tell me anything about yourself? Why is that?”
“I…I don’t like to talk about myself. I’d rather know more about you,” I told her, honestly.
“You know plenty!” she accused. “I don’t know shit about you and it’s not fair!”
I nodded because she was right, of course. I had been keeping things from her but it wasn’t because I was wanted to lie to her. There were things about me that I didn’t want her to know."

Monday, September 26, 2011

Week of 9-25-11-OOEG-While you were knocked out-Melolabel


My rec of the week is...


by

Melolabel



Okay, my rec for this week is a little different, I’m rec’ing a T rated story that I’m completely in love with to you this time around. Ever saw the movie While You Were Sleeping? Well Melolabel has written us a version of that with a twist.

Bella is involved in a car accident that Edward witnesses, in this accident she is knocked out cold. Only just before she loses consciousness for good she asks him to not leave her.

Here’s the problem, he was on his way to ask Tanya to marry him.

Things get confusing at the hospital and they believe that he was on his way to ask Bella to marry him. To add to the complication, Bella is pregnant and has been estranged from her family for years. So they don’t that Edward really isn’t her fiance.

The story is a WIP and Bella has just recently awoken from her coma, so we are just seeing what the results are going to be. She was knocked out for quite a few months, and is now close to 20 weeks in her pregnancy. She is seeing her family for the first time in years, she is seeing this stranger in her room that she’s never met and she doesn’t understand what is going on.

How will she react when she finds out about everything? Well you will just have to read to find out. Will there be a love connection for out two favorite characters? Let’s pray that it will happen.

I hope you all run over to read the story and let Melolabel know where you heard about it. She also has a few other great stories so please feel free to check them out on her profile.

Until next month... OOEG

Thursday, September 22, 2011

TFA Summer Fantasy Contest Entries

Can we tell you a secret? We have this fantasy where we're laying poolside working on our tans and watching our secret crushes swim. The next second they're standing over us, water dripping down their rippled form and splashing against our over heated bodies. They ask if they can put lotion on us and when their hand touches us...
Well, you get the idea.
The lovely ladies here at Twilight Fanfic Advocacy are excited to announce our first ever contest and since it is the hottest time of the year, we wanted to heat things up here as well with our Summer Fantasy Contest. We want your one shots that are written about a fantasy of the character of your choice. It can be about any other character, we don't care. We just want to see what you fantasize about. Perhaps the object of your obsession doesn't know you exist (or do they). You're sitting, standing, waiting in line, in the shower, ext., and start to fantasize about your crush.
What's your wildest fantasy? We want hot, sizzling action. We want you to think outside the box, hell be in the box if that's your thing.
Use your imagination, we know for a fact that a lot of you out there are quite imaginative. So, ladies and gents, put those brains and fingers to work. Give us something that is sure to blow our minds.

That was the gauntlet that we threw down in front of you ladies!  Well let me tell you that we were blown away, we had a hard time deciding which was our favorites.   The public vote was kinda close too.  So I guess we all agree that no matter what these are some great stories so go and read them all, you won't be disappointed!


Judges Choice winner:
Olive You by Don't Live In Regret


Public Choice Winner:


He shoots, She scores by WitchyVampGirl

We had several other great entries so please take a moment to read them as well. 

When Fantasy Becomes Reality by SherCullen71

What I Wouldn't Do by Artemis Leaena

The Embrace of the Ocean by ManiacMotherLand

Dreaming in the Window by dazzleglo

Thank you to all of your authors, readers, voters and to WhatObesssion17 for the fabulous banners!

Stay tuned because we got a Countdown to Halloween coming soon...

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Week of 9-18-11-Random-How to Fix a Pretty Boy-XquisiteProdigy

So my Rec of the week is a cute little story by XquisiteProdigy

I am slowly working my way through the chapters and I must say I have not been disappointed yet! The witty humor along with great plot will draw you in and leave you wanting more :)

How To Fix A Pretty Boy


Italian Edward Cullen is the newest model to hit the scene, but treats everyone around him like dirt. Bella, his manager, is tired of his rude behavior. Can she change the "Prettiest Boy in the World?" AH.Rated M.Non-Canon.Lemon Flavored Extended One-Shot

Sunday, September 11, 2011

9/11 Stories and Author Interviews

Instead of having one Author of the month for September, we decided to commemorate a few authors that have written stories about this tragic yet inspiring day.  This is what they had to say…

    

CaraNo


Q. What made you decide to write a story about 9/11?

---My husband was talking about the French documentary about 9/11, and at the
time I was looking for something quick to write. Inspiration struck, and I
wrote the shot in two hours :)

Q. What was the most challenging aspect of writing about it?

---To make it as realistic as possible. I researched it a lot before writing.
Read a lot witness reports and statements.

Q. Did you have any personal inspiration behind your story?

---Not really. I was however in London when the bombings took place there, and
I remember the horror and the confusion. That definitely helped when I wrote.

Q. Can you tell us what you were doing when the news broke about the
Twin Towers?

---I was only fifteen at the time, and it was three PM in Sweden. I'd just
gotten home from school, and since English was always my favorite subject, I
usually watched American channels where there were no subtitles. This often
left me with CNN. That's what happened that day, and the first thing I saw was
a woman waving a piece of white fabric out the window. I will never forget
that image. There was no hope for her.

Q. How has that day impacted you personally?

---Can't say that it really has. I'm not religious, nor am I American. It
didn't really hit home, so to speak. Like I said, the bombings in London made
more impact since I lived there at the time, and I lived close to one of the
tube stations where one bomb went off. I'd say that the whole War On Terrorism
has effected me more than WTC. It was a tragedy, one that destroyed many, but
it wasn't until the war on terror began that Europe was more involved. And I
mean involved on a more personal note.

Q. What will you be doing on this September 11th?

---Nothing out of the ordinary. Thoughts go out to relatives, of course, but I
don't need a certain day for that.

Q. Anything else you would like to add about your experience of the day or
your story?

---Seriously? I'm going with complete honesty here. I don't really have much
else to say about WTC, but I do wish that my country would be more involved in
the war. Not enough countries are helping


Smmiskimen







Q. What made you decide to write a story about 9/11?

I was looking at a anonymous contest called the Post Secret Prompt Contest and one of the prompts was "Everyone who knew me before 9/11 thinks I'm dead." It was a compelling prompt, but a potentially dangerous one because of the subject matter. However, I had a plot bunny for the prompt that wouldn't go away and my beta talked me into it.

Q. What was the most challenging aspect of writing about it?

 The most challenging aspect of writing about the tragedy was doing it in a manner that would not offend someone and would do the best to portray what happened without glamorizing it or glossing over it for the sake of the plot.

Q. Did you have any personal inspiration behind your story?

 I did not have any personal inspiration behind my story as I did not lose anyone in the horrific event. However, I did think about what it would have been like to lose someone and also did extensive research to make sure that I was as accurate as I could be.

Q. Can you tell us what you were doing when the news broke about the Twin Towers?

When the news first broke about the initial impact, I was actually still asleep. My boyfriend's mother called us screaming and yelling about what had happened and, since we didn't have a working tv at that time, we rushed over to her house to see what was going on and I sat there in shock watching the rest of the events.

Q. How has that day impacted you personally?

 September 11, 2001 has personally impacted me by making me more wary of the dangers that are around us. I don't like that, but I think it is that way for many people now.

Q. What will you be doing on this September 11th?

 On September 11th this year, I will be spending the day with my boys before spending the night at work doing security.

Q. Anything else you would like to add about your experience of the day or your story?

When I wrote the story, I was scared of the reaction that people would have. My beta, preciosufairymom80, kept trying to reassure me, and she even cried when she beta'd it. Now, I'm very happy that I did write it but I don't think I'll write something like it again.




Amazenlove – Nicci & Jordan




Q: What made you decide to write a story about 9/11?
Jordan: the plot bunny attacked me...other than that it was completely random.
Nicci: Jordan came up with the idea and asked me if I wanted to write it with him. I thought I could bring some experience into it and I thought it was a good way to commemorate the event in our own way.

Q: What was the most challenging aspect of writing about it?
We would have to say, trying to capture the raw emotion of what they (victims / FDNY, NYPD & PA) must have felt and trying to recapture it through another point of view.

Q: Did you have any personal inspiration behind your story?
Nicci: I put a lot of firsthand experience into this story. Anything I’ve written, for Edward, has been the true story of my uncle, who is FDNY. He told me his story, and I conveyed what he went through and how he told us what happened. So, I had him in mind during the actual attack, in our story. So, yeah, my uncle inspired most of the emotion that Edward felt.

Q: Can you tell us what you were doing when the news broke about the twin towers?
Jordan: I was in school, 6th grade.
Nicci: I was in my car on my way to school when the first plane hit, it was all over the radio. By the time I got to school, the second plane hit and we were evacuated immediately.

Q: How has that day impacted you personally?
Nicci: I’ll never forget it, I lost some friends that day, and I almost lost quite a few family members. It changed my outlook on our city. People will never have the same sense of freedom anymore. Even now, ten years later, there’s no trust left. I think all New Yorkers feel like they lost something that day, even if it was their sense of familiarity, it’ll never be the same. Everyone is a victim.

Q: What will you be doing on this September 11th ?
Nicci: I was supposed to be going to a vigil at the firehouse, but I’m not sure I’ll be going, due to yet another terrorist threat, but I will be remembering everyone who was taken from us that day.

Q: Anything else you would like to add about your experience of the day or your story?
Jordan: Writing it has made it more real for me personally...I didn't know anyone who died that day, but having the characters that I've created go through this is almost like reliving this experience myself.
Nicci: I’ll never forget the way people came together. Friends, family, complete strangers… Everyone did whatever they could do help someone. It was amazing to see strength in numbers, it gave everyone hope and a sense of togetherness. So many people came from all over the country to help, and I think that was incredible. People really do have big hearts and it always shows in the darkest times. As for the story, I think that it resurrected all those feelings and brought the fear and the pain back to the surface. Writing this story is not easy, and I’ve spent a few hours crying after a writing session. It’s very hard to know firsthand and then try to convey the emotions so other people can level with them. But, I am grateful to have had the chance to get this out there, and I hope people can take something away from it, even if it’s as simple as understanding.







Sher Lynn



Q. What made you decide to write a story about 9/11?

I had a dream about it. What it would have been like for someone's loved one to be inside the towers. I could not get rid of the dream. It stayed with me for several days. Then I just started writing things down.
I have always liked those buildings and always wanted to go there.

Q. What was the most challenging aspect of writing about it?

 I'd say the most challenging part was trying to write it accurately. I read through at least 40 pages of survivor’s stories, and stories of what it was like inside the towers that morning. I wanted it realistic, but not as graphic as what I read.

Q. Did you have any personal inspiration behind your story?

 I didn't have a personal inspiration for writing it, other than the dream and really liking New York and wanting to go to the World Trade Center.

Q. Can you tell us what you were doing when the news broke about the Twin Towers?

 I was working at Burger King and these two customers were talking about it and I was like what.. where... and then I was talking to a customer at drive thru who was a businessman, and he was just talking to someone on the 86th floor of World Trade Center and he told me he was supposed to talk to him in an hour but never heard back from him.

At that time I was dating a guy who lived in New York so it was an emotional day for me.

 Q. How has that day impacted you personally?

It has made me realize that its best to live each day to the fullest, because you never know what may happen.

Q. What will you be doing on this September 11th?

 I will probably go to church and say a prayer for all those who lost loved ones and reflect on things.

Q. Anything else you would like to add about your experience of the day or your story?
  
None that I can think of.


Thanks to all of you for helping us keep the memory of those we lost alive in our own special way! 

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Week of 9-4-11-OSB-The Dare by Londongoth


From the Desk of Onesweetbell...

Oh my peeps, I sure hope you can forgive me.  I had a total brain fart this weekend and forgot it was my Sunday to req a fic. Seriously, my mother in law came for a visit and boy can she make a drink.

On ward and forward, here we go.

I saw this story pimped on face book last week and decided to check it out.
The Dare By Londongoth

It’s a pretty cool who done it and keeps you guessing.  Her vampward encompasses some of the traditional Edward but has a few new twists.  Her Bella is pretty much a don’t mess with me type a girl and has never backed down from a challenge.  It’s a short story, 14 chapters, but none the less is good.  As always, please leave her some love.

 
Hope you all had a great weekend.
Onesweetbell